Am I strong? ... No

People keep saying I can do this, I'm a strong woman. I've been through cancer and all that and done just fine, this should be a piece of cake. I wasn't strong then, and I'm not strong now. I cry in the dark and don't bother people with my troubles. That doesn't make me strong. Coping doesn't make me strong, neither does making it through tough times. I faked my way through breast cancer, and I suppose I'll fake my way through this. I'm not a strong woman though, I just fake it well.