It Hurts

It's hard to be angry at someone you love (and I do love him). Everything else is gone, if I want to fuel myself on anger why shouldn't I be allowed to? It keeps me going at least. I'm alone, overwhelmed, scared and hurt and I'm not going to get over it easily. And all I want is for my Life Partner to come hold me and make it all better. And he can't (or won't).