Nervous

Now I'm nervous about him coming home.
Reading all this stuff about transitioning back to normal life and how it will be hard for him to adjust. And we're supposed to be going on a Military Couples retreat just a week or more after he gets home. Seven days in the hills of North Texas with no TV, no internet, no phone. Just us and each other. I know it's some couples idea of a great time but it just sounds boring to me. We're supposed to get to talk through things and get to know each other again but I just don't see him participating in that. I need him so badly to say he's sorry he's done something that hurt me and I know he won't. Even if it's just to make feel better, he's not going to do it.
Plus, it doesn't seem fair to the kids to run off with Daddy for a whole week right after he gets home.