See what i did there??

I totally missed a party/band jam... proly because we didn't manage to take any pictures best i can tell. It was a grownups-only, drink too much, jam all night party. Most of it was a lot of fun, drinking beer, goofing off, taking the boat out on the lake, all with just adults....except that i got a distressing phone call from The Little as we came back to the house to start playing, and he was all upset that i wouldn't come right home and then i didn't feel much like partying so i stopped drinking and just stressed out and developed a gnarly headache. Everything was loud, and i'm not as good at just jamming as the rest of them were. I ended up sitting on the floor because i hurt so much and it seemed all i was doing was peddling E G or A half the time. I left early and let them keep the PA i had borrowed from work and return it on Monday. So now since we cant practice again for like 3 more weeks because everyone has a life, i'm uninspired and frustrated. I have one song Match and i are learning that i'm focusing on, but it just seems to go so damn slow when i cant just hook up with him when i need to go over a part again. I just feel stuck and lost and clumsy again. ::sigh::